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I have finished reading your book, in fact I could not leave it down, I cannot even begin to tell you the admiration I have for you. To realise that someone like you is now in my life , humbles me beyond belief. I know God doesn't do things by half but he sure has come up trumps for me this time. My own life story pales into insignifance besides yours, but I guess that was the road I had to travel to get here. Again my deepest thanks to you and your team. Anne

I finished reading your book in record time. For me that is a day and a half for a book that size, which would normally take me about a week to read, because I am a slow reader and always have been. The rest of the book took a dramatic turn from the horrible situation of the loss of a livelihood (career, marriage, business, money and health etc) to the horrors of the drug withdrawal. When I read the rest of the book, it touched me even more because it related more so to my own situation, even though my problem seems rather quite trivial compared to your ordeal. Thank you for writing down your story and sharing it with the world, and with me. I want to also let you know that I think you are probably the most courageous person I have ever met, that you went through such a horrible ordeal and decades of horror, and you never gave up and you triumphed in the end! The second part of reading the book brought tears to my eyes many times as I read it. Roger

I just finished reading your book .... Wow you are a strong woman..... Obviously God puts us through challenges and sometimes, we greatly question the significance of it, because it brings forth ramifications and a hellish debacle..... It gave me courage that you were on a much greater cocktail then me and you made it back.... You are an inspiration, and I hope that your life continues to hold great treasures for you..... love, Nate K.

Thank you so much for everything! I finished your book last night and it gave me so much inspiration! Your vision and what you have done with your past and present experience is exactly what I have been praying about, my hearts desire is so immersed inwanting to help people. It is amazing that this is happening the way it is!
Aline B.

Well, Alesandra, I finished 'Deeds of Trust' today. All I can say is your story is amazing and you are truly gifted as a writer! Those are the two things my grandmother and aunt said about your book. I'm just so thankful I discovered your program, and seem to be on my way to freedom. Love, Teryn T.

Dear Alesandra - This afternoon, I was suffering with side effects. I rested with my dog, and read your book, cover to cover. At times, I cried for you and at other times, I cried for me. Your work is amazing. I wish I would have read your book last year. None of this would have happened to me. Thank you for the words of encouragement. I am trying. I have been suffering for two months, and refuse to allow this all to be for naught. - Connie

Alesandra - I just finished reading your book. It really felt like I was reading someone's diary that I am not supposed to. I didn't want to put it down. I can't believe that you are still alive after everything that you went thru. It is just such an amazing story that I can't believe you had the courage to tell. I have paid for every program out there and nothing covered the ground that you did. I am still nervous about starting but really wanted to read everything before I did.

I hate the thought of benefiting from what happened to you but I already feel better and feel ready to start now that I finished your book. Love, Pam R.

Alesandra, I just wanted you to know that I finished your
book today and you have really suffered. It is a miracle that you survived and millions of people all over the world can now be helped. Karen C.

Alesandra, I have just finished reading your book "Deeds of Trust" and am at a loss for words. You are indeed a rare and special lady! You inspire me and I have nothing but profound admiration and respect for you as an individual and as a woman. My health journey that has brought me to you is 35 years in length with years of antibiotics, severe PMS with the last two years including Effexor and PMS Trazodone for depression due to entering peri-menopause. However in light of the depth of your experience, mine doesn't even come close. Thank you so much for providing a personal touch and understanding to all of us wanting healthier and more vibrant lives. You warm my heart as there are so few in this world that truly care about other individuals at such a deep level. My initial apprehension to withdraw from all anti-depressants and face menopause drug free is gone now. I look forward not just to being drug free but also living epression / anxiety free and having my energy and zest for life back. I look forward to hearing from you when you have a spare moment from your overloaded schedule. Thanks again and take care. Kelly C

Dear Alesandra, my wife is reading me your book since I can't focus on reading and all my questions that I have been asking you are being answered. Your strength is giving me my strength. Your sister was right! You do have a needed purpose in life. Your a beacon to many lost at sea. When I heal, I intend to help get the word out about your clinic. When I'm able. I want to produce an audio portion of your book about your withdrawal dealings. This will help those like me that find it hard to read because of our state of mind. I have a small recording studio, but right now I can't even flip the switch to turn it on, but the day will come. Thank you and God bless you all. Warmest regards and love, Jerry D

Bless you Alesandra. You truly ARE a life safer and I hope you are able to praise yourself for that each and every day. I wanted to be sure to tell you how incredible your book was and that Rick and I both enjoyed it. Not only was it an incredible story and so well written but it was such a story of inspiration. It still amazes me what you were able to endure and how much you had to be able to forgive in order to move on. Talk about someone fulfilling their lives purpose but truly having to live it in order help heal your own life and those of others. May your life be filled with all the love, peace, good health, joy and laughter that it can handle!! With great love and gratitude! Caroline

I read your book, Deeds of Trust . I couldn't put it down. I was so compelled and mesmerized by it that I didn't put it down till I was done. A girlfriend recommended I read it because I'd just been conned by a very smooth and slick operator. I didn't suffer the magnitude of harm that Alesandra endured, but the betrayal still hurts no matter how large or small the betrayal. I was so jazzed from what she did with her life and took the disaster and forged a strong clean purpose from it. This is truly inspiring. And your voice speaking out and working so hard to get people off drugs safely and with as little withdrawals as possible is such good work. You should be validated and held up as an example for everyone. Cindy T.

I just to wanted to tell you how much I enjoyed your book. I couldn't put it down. I'm sure you've been told by many readers that you have a perfect movie sitting there with Deeds of Trust, especially with your interest in film making and goal to complete your Masters in film someday. I hope your story is on the big screen! I'm so glad I met you two amazing women! I have been promoting out there for any and all data on getting people off psych drugs. I'm sending my mom your book to read. I know it will inspire her. I just got her current drug list today. Thanks so much for taking the time with me Friday and especially for the autographed copy of Deeds of Trust. I had a lot of reality on many incidents in the book and likewise have looked back on the value of the lessons learned through my years of being suppressed by a psychopath and how it made me a stronger person able to overcome so much more now because of it. I even have reality on your name change, I have a funny story connected to my ex about my name as well. : ) Cheers Alesandra! Carisa M.

Dear Alesandra - I finshed your book, Deeds of Trust. It was awesome! I stayed up until 2:00 a.m. reading it, even though I had to get up at 6:00 a.m. to go to work. Thank you for sharing your story and giving so many people such hope. It's a miracle you survived and we thank God that you did. God bless you and I look forward to hearing from you soon. Leslie D.

I have finished your book, Deeds of Trust and it was a great read couldn't put it down until it was finished. We all have our story that kicked in our spiritual growth and lessons learned. You truly have come such a long way in so short of a time. Congratulations to great results and a life well earned. Its funny how we attract the exact situation, parnter, career etc to give us the lessons we need. When we heal it feels so much better and we have so much to give back it seems easier. With Love - G.H.

Hi Michelle - thanks again for giving me a chance to read the book Deeds of Trust. I started it late last night and just finished it. I think it is most gripping book I have ever read and I could not put it down. Talk to you soon. - Brigit (p.s. - Yes, it is perfectly ok to forward and also tell them, that I will push very hard to have my friends read this book, especially the ones that use Antidepressant drugs.)

I received my order yesterday and started immediately. My hands just couldn't open that box fast enough! I finished reading your book, Deeds of Trust already too. What an inspiration you are ! Isn't it amazing the strength we have? It's hard to imagine a body and mind surviving all that. All your beauty , inside and out, has returned and now you are helping countless people. That would truly be the best reward ever. God Bless You. I will keep you posted on my progress. In the mean time all the best wishes for your continued good health. Take care, Diane

Alesandra, I read Deeds of Trust cover to cover without break tonight, and I am rendered utterly speechless. I won't even attempt to articulate my thoughts about you because I am not capable of it at the moment. If I can help you reach the widest audience possible, I would be honored. D. T.

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I just finished reading Deeds of Trust. Wow, I couldn't put the book down. It was truly unbelievable what you endured. I am very grateful to you for your determination to use this horrible situation to help so many people gain back their life. I have started on the Point of Return program and I am finding it very easy to follow. Thank you for putting up your pictures on-line. It is amazing to see how the products have helped turn back the hands of time. Thanks again, Alesandra! Sincerely, Dana

You are not going to believe this but I just finished reading Deeds of Trust and thought I had to email you no matter what my computer has in mind for me because I am so touched by the fact that you sent it to me and Alesandra's story. I started reading it last night about 10pm. My daughter wanted to go to bed but couldn't sleep so she tucked in with me and asked if we could read for a bit because she wasn't tired. She ran downstairs and grabbed the Deeds of Trust book. I hadn't opened it yet but had flipped through the pages a bit. I'm not a huge reader of books unless they are self help books or books on financial independence or "freedom" ha-ha if that is ever possible. Well I started reading last night and I couldn't put the book down. I read until 1:00 am this morning and got to chapter 70. As soon as I got up this morning I grabbed a coffee and the book and continued reading. I just finished it outside the pool with Ken. He was laughing at me because he was trying to talk to me and I was just ignoring him. He said he loves to see me read because he is such a huge reader. He spends a great deal of time reading books that he gets from the library. He joked that maybe he could get me a library card since I seemed to find a book that captivated my interest. What a life this women has lived. I just couldn't believe it. I had to keep reminding myself that it was a true story. You are so thoughtful to send it to me. - Kathleen

I read your book, Deeds of Trust and once I started, I could not put it down. What a page-turner! I cannot believe what you have endured. It is very admirable you have taken such Gut Wrenching heartache and turned it into to something so positive. I could really feel for you as I can relate to some of your story. God really had a plan for you Alesandra. When we start to realize it is not our own that is when we truly begin to live. When we let go and let God. Guess What? We were never in control in the first place. If you were, you would have in no way wished any of the Hell you went through on you, or anyone else. God had an amazing plan for you and he has refined you through all that to be the amazing woman you are today. People like me are very thankful for you and do not take you are suffering in vain. Love - Brenda C.

Hi Alesandra - Thanks again for taking the time to call us. I know that you have a hectic schedule and it is always an honor to speak with you. I know that you have probably heard this a million times before, but on behalf of myself, Priscylla and our three boys, I Want to THANK YOU for not giving up on your desire of wanting to make a difference in this world. Your Courage, Persistency and Strength is Truly an Inspiration to all of us. You Have Blessed Us More Than You'll Ever Know... Thanks - Chris, Priscylla, Matt, Dan and Giovanni. June 19, 2007

Hi Ale - I have never met you and I feel like I know you. I do not know what your Spiritual Beliefs are but I feel like you are a very caring, kind heart that God has chosen for a reason. Great are your Rewards in Heaven, Alesandra! I am feeling a little better today and my eye has improved a little bit. I have been showing others your site. Expect a few more calls. Just feeling a little more human already has given me Great Hope! I want to Thank You soooooooo much for taking the time to talk to my sister and I. Talk to you soon, Brenda

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Dear Alesandra - Okay Missy!!!!!! I came home from seeing you and finished the book, Deeds of Trust! It was fantastic!!! I guess I never realized before now, that this place I call home (San Diego) was where this all happened! To think that you were right here in my backyard going through all this in some way makes me sad that I did not know you and that I could have been there for you. But.........I know you now and boy am I impressed. Both you and Andrea are inspirations to so many people.

Just being there in your office for part of a day made me realize how important your work is. It also made me realize that I would like to be part of it. No matter how you think that we can help in the future, I do not want to be someone who just takes your help and moves on with a polite thank you. I am at a point in my life where I still have a lot to give or offer .... just not in sporting goods anymore.

Anyway.... you are something else and Andrea is truly a gem as well. Having the opportunity to meet you in person made rush home to read your book. And now I have lots of questions, but they can wait.

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU AND FOR THE PASSION YOU HAVE FOR WHAT YOU ARE DOING!

Love - Stan and Sylvia (San Diego, California)

You're book, Deeds of Trust is Unbelievably Inspirational to anyone going through extreme mental and physical challenges. Thank you for the gift of sharing this with anyone fortunate enough to read it. I just emailed my son's psychiatrist your website and info on Glutathione as she seemed very interested in what we were doing. She's very supportive of him weaning slowly off of his meds. Thanks again. Janet

WOW... I couldn't put your book, Deeds of Trust down... What an incredible journey! I must say, you have been through HELL. - Thank you for surviving and doing all that you are to help the rest of us who are desperate for help! You are such a Ray of HOPE and LIGHT! I know, now, finally, that I can get through as you did. I don't know how Mark could be so cruel to you... horrifying - as if the drugging wasn't enough... you had to be poisoned? What a story... makes my journey seem quite manageable when it hasn't been manageable at all... these drugs make everything distorted and frightening... Gratitude, love and much more – Lynn

Kudos for the book, Deeds of Trust. I got it, started it and couldn't put it down. Finished it in 5 hours. It was REALLY good. Some of the stuff made me realize, “Hey I do that”. But good job! I enjoyed it. I am going to write my email in the front of it and pass it onto another person I know who could benefit from it, then encourage them to pass it on. Thank You – D.S.

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I have been reading your book, Deeds of Trust every chance I get and I’m almost done. It is evident based on everything you have been through in your life, that you were put on this earth to carry out a mission. I believe that God intended for you to be the guardian angel for many who suffer from these horrible drugs and the damage they can do to the body and well being. Susan C.

"Thank you" seems so understated....But thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your personal story in, Deeds of Trust. I read from cover to cover without putting it down. I admire your great strength and courage to fight back and return to life and then dedicate your reclaimed life to helping others. Thank you for making available all of your resources to help others begin to reclaim their own right to live without medication or depression. Sincerely, Becky W

My Dear Alesandra - As I sit here typing this I am crying. I have been reading your book, Deeds of Trust and at the part of your back problems and surgury. Everything you have written so far is my life(except for the poisoning). Its my story. Ale, I am having an MRI tomorrow and the pain is so bad and down my right leg and stomach is horrible. I don't want surgury, just way to sick right now to get it. But I am writing to say, I am so sorry that you had to go thru what I am now. It is hell and I have no one here who believes me which makes it worse. The pain is more then I can handle right now and I have been off for 2 1/2 years now. Does this feeling of hopelessness ever end? God...I wish I never started the medication. Have a good evening Ale and God bless you honey. Love, Marilyn

When I first picked up your book, Deeds of Trust, I thought the title meant something to do with Trusting a drug pushing doctor and his "Deeds" against you. Silly me eh?! Not knowing anything about real estate, that's what I thought. I wouldn't worry about Mark if I were you. The bible says "Seek not revenge says the Lord, I will avenge." Also "What goes around comes around". So not to worry, he'll get his, I can almost guarantee it from my own experience. Sorry this has been so long but I felt that I should tell you all this to substantiate what I told you about Mark - he will get his. I reckon also that psychiatrist that got you will pay too. Drug pusher! I have more respect for street drug pushers than these doctors because you are supposed to go to the doctor to get well, not to get sick! Love and best wishes - Jan.

I was awake ALL night reading your book, Deeds of Trust and crying my way thru it. Our paths have been so different and yet so much the same! I want to Thank You for Hope! Wendy H.

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Well, I have read your book, Deeds of Trust. Read it in one sitting down at our beach-house and was blown away by not only what you have been through, but where you have arrived after being through such an ordeal. And, yes, my own resolve and commitment to making it through my journey increased, and many of the fears and anxieties melted away. Thank you for writing such a wonderfully honest, insightful and tender story; one which, whilst the circumstances may be very different, mirrors the prescription drug nightmare endured by so many through-out the world. And thank for for having the courage, determination and compassion to set up Label Me Sane and make such a difference to so many lives, including mine. warmest, Dan W.

Dear Alesandra - I sincerely appreciated your responses to my earlier questions, thanks for taking the time. By the way, your personal response motivated me to finally pick up your book, Deeds of Trust and read it. Wow! What a journey! Glad you found your way out of the quagmire of abuse and serious life-threatening health issues. Also glad you were inspired to create this business to help others with similar needs. Love, Donna

Thank you so much for sending me your book, Deeds of Trust. Tears came out when I saw your photos. It is really a miracle that you came back so beautiful inside out!!!! I used to think that the accident was the worst but the betrayal was worst and the drug was worst.... I will stop reading the ordeal and start reading your recovery first because it gives me so much encouragement. You have gone through so much Alesandra. You are truly strong and miracle spirit. Love, Mayu

Dear Alesandra - I read Deeds of Trust last night and finished your book in one setting! My family wanted to know what was holding my attention all night and I couldn’t put into words how your book touched me. Thank you for surviving and for helping the rest of us out of this nightmare! You must be blessed by God. Love, Barbara

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MJ - Happy New year! I started reading Deeds of Trust and couldn't put the book down, it is great. The suspense is quite amazing but it is especially great that it ends with a beginning. Warm wishes. Love, Pamela

Alesandra - I wanted to share with you how your story of recovery helped me through my Klonopin, Ambien and Lexapro withdrawl. (I'll try and keep it brief). My, introduction to these three drugs began about two years ago. I was 48 years old and going through a divorce. My wife at that time was making life very difficult and I began to suffer from severe anxiety and insomnia. I went to my family doctor and he prescribed me the above mentioned drugs. At first they worked great but it wasn't long until tolerance developed and I had to increase the dose. After about a year I was up to 8mg of Klonopin a day. After about 18 months I decided I wanted off and checked myself into a detox facility in Florida, it was clear across the country and I was sure no one would know me. I stayed at that detox facility for 10 weeks. Their treatment was a decreasing dose of liquid Valium. While I was in that facility I rarely slept and actually ended up in a locked down psych. ward because I was suicidal. While I was in Florida one of my fellow patients told me about Label Me Sane. I ordered your products and had them shipped to my home in California. I left Florida feeling fairly bad but manageable. Three days after I got home all hell broke loose--I was in massive withdrawl. Three weeks later I was sitting up at 3;00 am, shaking and crying, that is when I picked up your book Deeds of Trust. I started reading and eventually got to the portion of your book where you talked about your horrible withdrawl experience. It was like reading my autobiography. I identified with everything you went through. I couldn't sleep,or eat. I was wretching in the toilet, I could barely make it from point A to point B. I could not believe how weak I was. I am a fireman who has run marathons and I could barely walk to the kitchen. I too would get in the shower and not remember what to do first, shampoo, soap, shave, I was constantly confused, the routine things became almost impossible tasks. When you talked about your bad memories becoming repetitive, and a 1000 times worse than when they actual even happened, I identified. Falling asleep for 15 minutes only to wake up to a sympathetic nervous system that was in overdrive, the sweating, the tachycardia, the electric shocks, I had every symptom you wrote about. When you talked about pacing with your hand guiding you along a wall, well that was me. Seeing how you persevered and knowing that someone else made it through the nightmare to end all, gave me strength to continue on. Just like you said, the minutes rolled into endless hours and never ending days, I was constantly suicidal but I knew it was the withdrawl talking not the real me. Somehow, with the help of God, your story and your products I made it through, bar none, the most difficult experience of my life. It has been 4 months since I last had a pill enter my body. I am still trying to get my sleep cycle back but my symptoms are now manageable. I am so grateful to have had you as a role model to help me get through the darkest times of my life. It is so unbelievable to me that doctors hand these drugs out like antibiotics, they are literally poison. After accomplishing (as you put it) the single most difficult task of my life) I feel like I can do anything, nothing phases me anymore. I am back working as a Fire Captain and enjoying every minute of my drug free life. I just want to say thank you for putting your journey to sobriety in print, I think I would be dead if you hadn't. God Bless you and I hope you continue with your mission in life. Chris

You have no idea how wonderful it is to talk to someone who experienced what I am going through. I can't thank you enough. Your kind words, the fact that you actually care, and your program are the reason that I am holding on and that I will continue to. I read you book Deeds of Trust and I think it is wonderful how you used your experience to help other people. You are like an angel. - Kaitlyn

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I received the books yesterday. Thank you - and Alesandra. I fininshed Deeds of Trust a few minutes ago. Absolutely stunning, poetic work. It is surprising that a person could recall so many details of a life lived under the influence of drugs. Has anyone asked how that is possible, particularly in light of the comments Alesandra makes regarding her graduate studies? I may have missed a detail that would account for lost memories of one type but not of the other. Our business motto is "too many people take too many drugs" and I believe my observation on this point is even more valid today. I know a man who asked if I'd consider talking to a group of monks regarding this topic. He was concerned that just about every one of his brothers was taking one sort of medication or another. I agreed to speak whenever they wanted me. To this day they haven't seen the need. Perhaps I can cajole one of them to read Deeds of Trust. I'll send it to my friend at the abbey. He started the conversation. Maybe he can act on his concerns. I wish you well and pray that more people find their way to you. Larry- Pharmacist

Hi there, I finished your book, Deeds of Trust last night completely in awe of your situation. How you did not just blown that man's head off is beyond me. Sorry to be so blunt. The universe has such strange ways of giving us clarity. I heard the Doors, "Break On Thru to the Other Side" this morning and those lyrics "You know the day destroys the night, Night divides the day " wow, so reminicent of the 24 hr hell. Well, it obvously made me think of you as well and how you really have passed through some cosmic portal. I can't wait for your book to really go public as it will ignite the path of hope for many to come. Brandy

Alesandra- I want you to know that I read your book, Deeds of Trust in less that two days. I could barely put it down. I see that you were unfortunate enough to meet a Psychopath. This has always been one of my worst fears because these people destroy others and never look back. My brother married a psychopath and it nearly destroyed him. It has been 17 years and he is still reeling. I admire you and respect you for all that you have endured. Love, Ann B.

I read your book, Deeds of Trust in about 4 hours, one sitting. Could not take my eyes off the pages. Thank you for your bravery, courage and willingness to share the pain, the struggle and the hope of living life centered and balanced again. I get that maintaining balance is a life-style, a way to be. Rebecca

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I finished your book, Deeds of Trust last night,I couldn`t put it away.I was just reading all day long. I am speechless what has happened to you.That whole ordeal and how you came out of it! You had such a strength!! I thought my ordeal has been a nightmare but this is actually nothing compared to what you had to go through. Many times especially the withdrawal part and doctors telling you that you still needed those damn pills, I saw myself in your story and tears were coming down my face. You are doing such an amazing job!!!! with love, Eveline

Dear Alesandra - I finished the book, Deeds of Trust!! I can't stop thinking about it! As I said - I am a MD. Many times I failed helping people get off psychiatric drugs and so I decided not to get involved in that issue anymore. All the same, people would still contact me asking my advice and hoping I could help them. If they were treated for many years I would refuse, knowing it could be nothing but a failure. But still - searched for answers. anyway, I would refuse prescribing these drugs knowing their harmfull effect (sometimes needed to argue with patients wanting me to write a prescription!!). Reading your book gave me a whole new hope but first I have to know everything you know about this subject. My dream is to penetrate medical schools. I don't know many doctors (MDs) who think like me and refuse to use this kind of treatment. I'll see if I have enough information in the other book you sent me. Probably I'll need more information. Best regards – S.

Alesandra, I just wanted to let you know what a THRILL it was to get to speak to you personally last Friday! My 50th birthday was Saturday and YOU MADE MY BIRTHDAY!! I just finished reading your book, Deeds of Trust and really enjoyed it. Just wished that your ex had GOTTEN HIS! He'll eventually pay for all his horrible misdeeds. Donald S.

Thanks again for you and your teams support. I read your book, Deeds of Trust in two sittings and I have to say very inspiring. I can't believe what you went through and were able to make it. That type of story should give hope to anybody no matter what type situation they are in. Your pictures alone could fill a novel. I can't wait for a return of feeling better at some point through this. Its weird but I had some type of similar situation. I look forward to moving ahead with my wife to a better life (I should say happier life) thanks again - Greg

Picked up your book, Deeds of Trust last night, finished it by 1.30am. Amazing, riveting and terrible. Glad you came through. - MICHAEL

Trisha sent me Deeds of Trust and I read it in a day. It's almost creepy the paralllels in our names and lives. I have always felt I must live up to the name "Defender of Mankind." The other meaning (courage), was tattoed in Chinese on my shoulder after my divorce.

I was dealt a few aces in life -- my intelligence and appearance. I intuitively use these to mitigate my reduced faculties in social and professional life. I play the "work/life balance" argument and whatever else I can to protect my engineering career despite my sleep medication dependency. God gave me enough eloquence that I can drift off in meetings, and then explain it away in a way that makes the accuser look foolish.

There was also a "black soul" in my life -- (a real estate fraud artist). Like you, I received mysterious "warnings" from former victims. I got so scared, that I ran for the hills. It cost me tens of thousands to escape this charming con artist, but I did. Best momey I ever spent!!!

Our changes in appearance are very parallel -- the gift of beauty makes it so that you can get very sick, and yet you still look better than others. People don't understand that although you are still more beautiful than the norm, you feel horrible and need help.

I am getting married in September. Our wedding dance is titled "Nocturne," and its lyrics reflect the struggle of insomnia. When my fiance proposed, I told him about the insomnia, the medication, the sleepwalking, the "peanut butter sofas," and the "lettuce walls." He said he wanted me in any case, and he nurtures me through the nighttime disturbances. So I selected "Nocturne" for our wedding dance.

My doctor was not opposed to my discontinuing Ambien CR, but he didn't have any resources to support it, either. He is a well-intentioned healthcare provider who has no other tools than what the pharmaceutical industry gives him. He wants the best for me, but I am on my own in discovering that path. Alexis

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I'm in Hungary right now, which has permitted me to finally read Deeds of Trust. It's a very impressive and inspirational story. The dwindling spiral it describes is classic, and I'm sure many people have similar spirals, if not that evil. You ran into a real hard-core criminal... My mother also has a twin sister, so that special connection between you and MJ is very real to me, I have observed it myself. MJ's poem in the front and your prologue is beautiful. I think the book is a great weapon, and can wake up lots of people. It is well written, and the cover is very good too. On the bright side: I think you have a chemical imbalance in your brain. You have too much SURVIVALTONIN and too little GIVEUPATONIN. Wish you lots of health and strength in your mission, and thank you again for the book! Istvan

Hi Alesandra- I have been reading your book. Amazing the things we survive, endure. Sometimes I wonder if we are not put through these things to be the key for ourselves and others to move forward into a better, safer more self-enduring way of life. You are doing wonderful work. I too am a survivor of relationship horrors, hence the Xanax, will be nice not only to survive anymore.. but to truly, finally live. Thank you for all your support. Naomi

I purchased the book, Deeds of Trust for my son and gave it to him as he was leaving for rehab. I work in a healthcare facility where I see the problems everyday and it is very depressing. I felt so proud of you as I read the book, but also felt sad that such a beautiful young woman was affected by such a disease. I just hope my son, who is a handsome, intelligent, thoughtful and kind person can, by some miracle, be awarded the next two months somehow and do as well as you. God bless you. Mary

Even though a simple "thank you" doesn't quite encompass my gratitude to Alesandra for the kind words she wrote on the inside cover or Deeds of Trust. Please pass a "thank you" on to her as well. I have a few threads left to which I am holding on for strength & inspiration. Her words and your kindness together, increased that count by one. Who knows, aside from the thread that represents my son, it could be the only one left when, after the withdrawls are said & done and I begin to work my way back to "life".

As I am sure she's heard many times, reading her story was like remembering my past. Although the "poison" that took me down was not tangible in nature it was just as devastating. Walking through my memories again, as I read this book, was definitely not the hightlight of my day. I remembered the people I hurt, the love I lost, the friends I let go, the opportunities I let pass....... I could go on & on. This time, however, I felt some of the pain that should have come along with these events as they happened and not years later. I am a few days into "comming down" as I call it but the numbness has faded ever so slightly. In fact, even before I started the book I had a breif foray into the pain but it was interrupted by my short trip to the mail box. I welcomed the respite but did not want to return to sitting on my bathroom floor where I had been crying for the past 15-20 minutes. Back in my apt., on my bathroom floor, I held the book in my hands and sat just looking at it. The tears started to fall again because I was afraid. I knew that inside this book I would find a method to end my madness. Thank YOU!

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Dear Alesandrra - Your most gracious gift arrived yesterday, and I finished reading it only moments ago. Deeds of Trust is truly inspiring, beyond words.

Thank you for sharing your story...with me and with the world. While I could write more at this time, as a performing artist I know the value f not applauding at the end of a most moving performance, in order to simply allow the silence to express the deeper heartfelt sentiments. God bless you. Love to you - Cindy

Thank you so much for sending me Alesandra's book, Deeds of Trust. I'm not sure what day it arrived in my mailbox but I pulled it out last Tuesday evening. I try not to leave the house if I don't have to & this includes the mailbox :0). I only ventured out and down the sidewalk to my box so I could watch my son and a friend head out to play basketball @ a church parking lot down the street. They told me they would be accompanied by the friend's mother. I wanted to verify that but without having to actually engage in any conversation. A nod & wave between her & I was all that was necessary. I got off lucky this time.

Hello - my name is Celia and I just finished Deeds of Trust, it was great! I, myself just got off antidepressants after being on them for 3 years. I quit cold turkey without any help for the first week, and it is going on 5 weeks now. The first week was hell and I needed some help, so I got on the Internet to do some research, before I knew about you guys. I went to a chiropractor about a week and a half ago and his wife happened to be a nutritional therapist, they then told me about your website and they let me borrow the book to read. I now feel so much better, not quite 100% but definitely getting there.

It was amazing to know that so many other people are going through the same way, and I feel so angry about my doctors so quick to put me on something so dangerous. I think what you are doing is wonderful. Thank you for the inspiration that will keep me going and I will never get on another drug again. Also I am looking to even becoming a Nutritional Therapist. And am going to purchase one of the products on here. Thanks again.

Yours Truly - Celia

Dear Alesandra - When in high school, I remember being given a poetry definition to write about: a Poem should not mean but be. Obviously the writer of that definition expressed the belief that the words of a poem should simply be vehicles chosen to convey the essence of the experience written about. You have achieved that result with Deeds of Trust. The reader is with you from beginning to end.

Because of "where" I am, at the moment, I found reading of your experience very painful. I just couldn't and cannot fathom how you managed to achieve what you did, while going through the physical and mental/emotional torment you were going through. One can only believe it was all about preparing you for a higher purpose. And, in Buddhism, that belief would be considered beneficial and valuable to cultivate.

Perhaps the most beautiful and powerful part of your journey relates to your choosing not to become bitter and jaded. To do that would slam doors which have been left open for future relationships of all kinds. Thank you so much for making that choice and for allowing all of us into your world which is so full of hope and promise. Marylee B.

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Hello Alesandra. My name is Lakesha and I am one of MJ's former students. She was my mentor, friend, and teacher during my stay I California. She has been a true inspiration to me. I am currently living back in the state of Arizona but MJ and I still talk via e-mail. I was also one of the students that was blessed to hear your presentation in MJ's class. She recommended that I read Deeds of Trust. It was fantastic. I have shared it with so many people. From North Carolina to Michigan. I was also so impressed that I felt your story needed to be shared. I have sent this information to the Oprah Winfrey show. I wish you the best of luck. L.B.

This is exactly the opportunity I’ve been thinking about. I’ve been struggling getting off anti-depressants for 2 years with relapses now I know they were actually withdrawals. After reading Deeds of Trust, I don’t trust prescription drugs even more than I did before. My doctor still thinks I should be on antidepressants for the rest of my life. This is just not acceptable. Patti J.

Dear Allesandra - I think this was the toughest few sentences I have ever attempted to write. As I read it over and over again I just don't think you can convey in a few words the impact your book, Deeds of Trust is having on the world. Here is my feeble attempt. It was tough but here goes: Starting with page one, I was captivated with Alesandra's story and couldn't put the book down. Her story brought me to tears and by the end had filled me with hope. I am grateful to Alesandra for sharing her story, and never giving up on finding a viable solution to the problem that is plaguing our world today. Debra C., Simi Valley, CA

Dear Alesandra - I received a copy of your book Deeds of Trust. I haven't been able to put it down and it's mostly been read through tears. Just a couple of pages left when your email arrived. When I've finished I'm going to make sure others read it too. By the way you look lovely now, especially after all you've been through. It's amazing how you've found the strength and determination to rid yourself of the drugs and then help others. Any updated news on Mark? At least many will now know of his deeds through your book. May be that will be sweet revenge but that doesn't really sound like you. I bet you need to pinch yourself when you realize how far you've come and what you've achieved, and this is only the beginning.

Alesandra, I do thank God everyday for you, for the work you are doing, the training you so generously do and for the products you found that work so well. I could go on and on and list so many positive things about you. You truly are a blessing in my life and I will be forever grateful.

Because of our experiences, our mission too is to help as many people in Canada as we can or even just in our local area. Even one person saved is worth every ounce of effort.

Love to you- Jean

Alesandra - I have just about 10 pages left of your book, Deeds of Trust. God definitely chose the right person to go through all this. I must say that I don’t think I would have been brave enough! Regarding the order: The only instructions I received were on the bottles themselves. Is that what you are talking about? Also, if I won’t get the taper book for a couple of weeks, should I wait to start taking the supplements until then or do I start now and then not taper until I receive the book? I’m sorry; my mind can handle only specific instructions. I, too have to write everything down or I forget. I am also interested in finding out what kind of vitamin and mineral deficiencies I may have. Does your website have a link for that information? I would be interested in finding out if I’ll eventually be able to go off my thyroid medication and my oral contraceptives for my excessive periods. You are such an inspiration to me, as well as my sister, who first contacted your site to help her deal with withdrawing from Paxil. God bless you, Love, Diane

Dear Alesandra - My name is Jacki. As I understand, you've had some contact with my mother, Jean. She gave me a copy of your book, Deeds of Trust to read. I finished it about a week ago. You have been through so much! You're a tough lady. Your strength is very inspiring. I was labeled mentally ill - with Borderline Personality Disorder years ago. I was fed cocktails of prescription drugs like you were. I finally came off everything completely last fall, with most of the withdrawals ending sometime in early December. I had tried to get off everything many times. This last time, I told myself that no matter how painful the fallout, I would rid myself of the poison. I did.

My mom has had me taking the protein powder for about a month and a half now. It's great stuff. I'm getting stronger all the time. Like you, I know my body wasn't absorbing the nutrients it needed after years of being drugged. I think the powder helps.

I still have my days, but they're nothing like the days that I used to have. My doctor was away on maternity leave since the time I quit taking all psych meds. When she came back, she insisted that I see a psychiatrist and follow her instructions - or she would no longer have me as her patient. I started to go along with it, but it ended today. I wanted to share with you the letter I faxed over to my doctor's office after my appointment with the psychiatrist.

I think what you're doing is amazing. I'm only 27 and I want my life to be worth something, and it is. If I can save up the money, I would really like to join your team and learn from you - to come to California, and then become a Canadian advocate. Someday I'd like to give presentations the way you do about the way society is being poisoned. So many people have no hope. I'd like to help them get it back. Thank you for what you're doing, for being so courageous, and for opening eyes. It's time for the good people of this world to take back their lives and do great things. You're there, and I'm getting there. Blessings to you!
Sincerely- Jacki R.

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Hi Alesandra - We have nearly finished reading your fascinating book, Deeds of Trust. We were shocked at what you had to go through & even more shocked at the incredible way the doctors so easily prescribe these drugs, & their debilitating affects/ addictiveness . We are so sorry that you & any human being should have to experience a life such as you have had to cope with. The book was given to us by our friend Carole. But, as you have proved, good things often come out of bad experiences - such as your book & this website (we have only just searched your website & have not as yet had a chance to study it in detail). We are also, once again; amazed that creeps such as Mark (your ex) can go to such evil extremes just to satisfy their own gratifications. Pray to God, for as he has helped us through life, I have no doubt he will continue to help you through your life. Love - John & Sophie A.

I just finished reading Deeds of Trust ...amazing! I think the book should be made into a movie so more people can be exposed to your story etc. etc... I am currently going through withdrawal symptoms. My OBGYN gave me Paxil because I was weepy in his office during a routine 8 week post-delivery appointment. I quit cold turkey...became very dizzy. Went to a local Korean doctor here in Seoul who switched me to Xanax and Effexor...now I am slowly coming off of these drugs...I decided to do my own research after reading your book and am taking vitamins and minerals etc...and hoping that I will pass this soon so I can go back to my normal life and take care of my baby... Regina, Korea

Hi. Just letting you know I received Deeds of Trust by post today. I'll take my time and read it through, then share it with others. Quite a number of people here in St-Kitts are hooked on these drugs. Many are embarrassed and suffer in silence, but i will be one of your spoke person. I have recommended your website to pharmacist and a few others. I will certainly do more as I improve. thanks again for my autographed copy of Deeds of Trust. Sincerely Roderick, St. Kitts - West Indies

Dear Label Me Sane, I sent this to everyone I know: PLEASE READ THIS BOOK: Deeds of Trust - AUTHOR: ALESANDRA RAIN. WHEN YOU READ THIS WOMANS STORY YOU'LL SEE THE THE TRUE PURPOSE OF ALL THAT I WROTE IN THIS EMAIL. " SHE IS ONE POWERFUL WOMAN" THE SPIRIT OF WHICH I CAN SAY SHE IS MY HERO......... WWW.LABELMESANE.COM THE PASSING OF THIS INFORMATION MAY SAVE LIVES, FOR THIS IS THE LEAST THING I CAN DO... Robert H.

I could not put Deeds of Trust down until I was done. Ms. Rain took my hand and walked me through the corridors of her tragic past, and out to the passage way of her route to salvation- of herself, and then of others. The evidence of a true courage and love for ones fellow man - is the ability to succeed for oneself, only to inspire that same power in others. Ms. Rain survived for herself - and also for the millions of others who are in the same situation she was in - a victim of social lies that drugs can cure. I want to thank Ms. Rain for her goal to inspire others to work to restore their dignity and sanity that was taken from them. Sincerely - Jessica S.

The book, Deeds of Trust reads fast and sure, because you have a natural way of creating a poetic flow pattern through the text and keeping the chapters short maintains the beat. It has a rhythm that is seldom violated, which gives the reader a sense off suspense, intrigue, wonder and pulls the reader with you. Extraordinary prose. Houston, we have lift off! - Bob A.

My wife and I re-read your book, Deeds of Trust last night. Just amazing. I can’t tell you how your book changed my viewpoint and my life. My very best regards - G.P.

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Your book, Deeds of Trust truly changed my life. I hardly have the words because the change was so big. Although I have been witness to nearly every type of drug abuse and seen the ravages they wreak on a person both spiritually and physically – I was only seeing a “snapshot” of the effects of drugs. Thus the full reality of the whole story of how these drugs affect a person had not dawned on me. When I read your story, Deeds of Trust for the first time, I could see how these drugs rob one of being oneself. I realized that the bigger picture of “drug abuse.” That quite possibly even bigger than illicit drug abuse, is the drug abuse that passes for normal, prescribed regimens of mind and life altering drugs which very dramatically and systematically rob a person of his or her life. This condoned type of drug abuse is probably the more common form of drug abuse – and has been practically ignored! I thought I had a pretty good grip on what psychiatric meds did to peoples lives; I can’t emphasize how your very intimate and honest recounting made me realize that I was completely in the dark about this plight on mankind. The book put together for me the vicious circle of spiritual and physical defeat affected by psychiatric drugs. I think a lot of patients and most doctors simply do not understand the full gravity of how psychotropic medications affect the person who is taking them. Not truly understanding these meds and their effects, most practitioners and their patients can not make the distinction between what the person’s actual problem is and what the greater problems are that are caused by the drugs themselves. Thus, I think there are many good doctors who might not otherwise prescribe these meds, who have done so thinking it is the lesser of two evils (doing nothing vs. drugging the patient). Freedom from psychiatric drugs is really the only way a person can get their life back. I am giving your book to doctors I know because I think it is vital that their awareness is raised and give this blight a black eye. Drugs as a “cure” spell the end of the person’s life as they had known it. I have established and managed 16 clinics over my career which dealt mainly with physical medicine issues – I have a new purpose, I plan to develop a new type of clinic, devoted to helping people get off these despicable drugs and get their lives back. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your inspiring story and for developing a method of getting people off of medications. In a very real way you have really helped me. With heartfelt gratitude and love, Glen P, D.C.

I could not put Deeds of Trust down until I was done. Ms. Rain took my hand and walked me through the corridors of her tragic past, and out to the passage way of her route to salvation- of herself, and then of others. The evidence of a true courage and love for ones fellow man - is the ability to succeed for oneself, only to inspire that same power in others. Ms. Rain survived for herself - and also for the millions of others who are in the same situation she was in - a victim of social lies that drugs can cure. I want to thank Ms. Rain for her goal to inspire others to work to restore their dignity and sanity that was taken from them. Sincerely - Jessica S.

I have just finished reading Deeds of Trust and the feeling I have is hard to describe. I want to say Congratulations but I wonder how appropriate that is concerning this gripping narrative of your walk through years of puzzling and terrifying experiences. The feeling I have is something like a blend of how I might feel if I spoke to a leader of a nation that had just won a major world war, combined with the feeling of talking with someone who had been liberated from a concentration camp. I feel a little numb from reading about all the battering you went through, and a little elated at the new hope for the future that is so evident in your writing in the last part of the book. What you have witnessed and experienced in your life is huge compared to what most people are aware of. You have seen things that usually are hidden from society. And I say this about the two disastrous tracks of suffering you describe: 1) the indescribable suffering caused by psychopathic persons on an unsuspecting public, and 2) the horrors caused by the easy availability of psychiatric medications that have not been honestly presented regarding their severe and even deadly effects. You are bringing to the readers stark images of the reality of sufferings that are borne by many people who don't even know there is any hope. My training includes time in standard western medicine programs, but also much schooling in natural medicine as well as ancient systems such as acupuncture and Ayurveda. The program you sketched in the book seems like a very helpful one and I will take time to learn more about it. The Label Me Sane program seems like a very well thought out approach to giving people a new chance to live life on their own terms. As a doctor of naturopathic medicine I have several additional approaches that I could discuss with a person who has finished the Label Me Sane program, but that is for the patient to decide; it would be so rewarding to see patients even HAVE the ability to choose what they want to do next in their lives. This is the main gift that I see Label Me Sane giving to our world. I recommend that every medical doctor, every psychologist and mental health worker, every general practice physician, as well as all members of the health care field read your book and then learn about the Label Me Sane program. No matter what their final decision about the program, they ought to know what happened to you and how you are joining with others to help repair the damage others are experiencing. They should face the seriousness of what is happening. And, hopefully, many of them will begin to change their ways and begin to bring science and common sense back into the care of people who have been given "labels" for conditions that many of us are discovering respond amazingly well to non-drug measures. Congratulations, and best wishes for continued success with your work, Ralph W, N.D. Washington DC

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I read your book, Deeds of Trust and couldn’t put it down! It was the first book I have read since college. I had to let you know that your program saved my life. I thank you and have told everyone about Label Me Sane! - Richard

I just finished reading Deeds of Trust...amazing! I think the book should be made into a movie so more people can be exposed to your story etc. etc... I am currently going through withdrawal symptoms. My OBGYN gave me Paxil because I was weepy in his office during a routine 8 week post-delivery appointment. I quit cold turkey...became very dizzy. Went to a local Korean doctor here in Seoul who switched me to Xanax and Effexor...now I am slowly coming off of these drugs...I decided to do my own research after reading your book and am taking vitamins and minerals etc...and hoping that I will pass this soon so I can go back to my normal life and take care of my baby... Ramona

I simply want to thank Narconon International for referring me to your website regarding, in particular, this book, Deeds of Trust. Although I have yet to read it, I am reasonably certain it is vital to the solution of drug abuse (and I mean by that; those so insane they actually prescribe deadly harmful drugs in the name of trust) because, it is my opinion that the general public is not aware of this form (the most serious form) of drug abuse. And a hardy (heartfelt) thanks to you folks for this contribution enabling us to clean up this God awful mess. Love, Bj

I can't thank you enough for your book and for sharing your story! A story of courage and strength through such adversity. It is truly an inspiring story that has touched me and has given me more determination to live free from the mind altering drugs that have been a part of my life for many years. I am feeling confident as I begin my taper that I'll be able to do it because of the support and services that Label Me Sane can provide. I enjoyed reading Deeds of Trust. What really stood out for me, was your compassion and sensitivity to life in spite of the difficulties you encountered. I believe that God wants to work in our lives and I truly believe that He helped you to see the need for bringing good from the adversity that you encountered. And now, in the running of your organization, you demonstrate such love and care for others. Thank you again for writing your story and for being such humble person. May God richly bless you and your organization. Nina

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I have only a few chapters left in your book, Deeds of Trust but can definitely say you have climbed the highest mountain possible and gone through a lot. Bill

Thank you very much for my copy of your astoundingly enthralling book Deeds of Trust I received it yesterday afternoon in the mail. I started reading last night. It’s now 1:00am Saturday morning and I have just finished reading it. Thank you Alesandra for making it through so you can be the inspiration for the millions who are duped by the psychopharma folks. I should say VERY WELL DONE, but I will rather say as one Freedom Fighter to another thanks for making it through and it’s great to have you back on the team on the frontlines where all the fun is. You and Andrea are more than appreciated for your love and dedication to salvaging the beautiful beings on this planet. I look forward to seeing you guys soon and to your absolute success and prosperity. Much Love - Greg C

This book, Deeds of Trust, was so riveting from beginning to end - it was impossible to put down!! How a vibrant young woman's life could change so drastically was amazing and frightening. The true story of a successful professional with so much promise ahead of her, only to be betrayed by the man she loved and the doctors that were supposed to help her brought so much emotion to the book - it had me holding my breath with each chapter. Yet the tenacity and determination of Alesandra in the midst of chaos and terrible illness was so encouraging and a testament to the strength of the human spirit!! Deeds of Trust reminded me to always fight the good fight for what is right and true! I thank you for sharing your victory over incredibly difficult odds and your ever positive spirit. It redefines the concept of hope and new beginnings. Your tireless efforts to help others after your own adversity is beyond commendable, it is heroic! This book is absolutely inspiring and a MUST read. Bravo, Alesandra! With respect and admiration, -Barbara S.

I just eceived the copy of Alessandra's book – Deeds of Trust. I was going to flip through it last night and ended up dusting it in one sitting. Very compelling, sad, frustrating and encouraging all at the same time. I'll pass it on to my sister who is having a bit of a rough time right now. If she can find the time to read it, I think she'll get something from it. Jose F.

Thank you for sending Tony your new book, Deeds of Trust. I grabbed it first as it caught my attention so much that I had to read it. I did not move except to go to the bathroom once and finished it. IT is an amazing story, which you have probably already heard could make a very thrilling movie. It is well written and kept me interested all the way to the very end. Thank you for writing it. I will now have another resource when people call us with drug problems. Again, thank you for the wonderful book. I already have in mind several people that would really enjoy it and will recommend it. Sigal A.

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Your book, Deeds of Trust will stay with me and so will my great admiration for everything about you. Keep up your wonderful work! There are no more words descriptive enough to express what a blessing you are to so many. -Jean

Thank you so much for your gifted book, Deeds of Trust. I can see how this has come together and your message to the world on the inside cover says it all !!!! Wow!!! I started reading it on our flight out of Honolulu (en route to Oklahoma,) I haven't been able to put it down. It is written so well. -Barbie W.

I just started reading Alesandra’s book, Deeds of Trust and I’m finding it fascinating. Tell her she is a very good writer, no—an excellent writer. Her imagery is truly good, and that’s why it reads beautifully. Also, she still is a very beautiful woman. The way she looks now is lovely as compared to when she entered treatment. I wouldn’t want her to see how I looked when I was in so many different psychological wards in my time. Millie

I read Deeds of Trust until 3:30 this morning. I read your whole book. WOW- what can anyone say?!!! You are an amazingly strong woman!!! Most other people with experiences like that would be wallowing in self pity. For you to find the goodness through all of your darkness, is truly amazing! Thank you for being brave enough to share your experiences. I can't stop thinking about your book and everything I read during the wee hours of the night. My eyes were blurry through the last 20 pages but I promised myself and you that I wouldn't put it down until I reached the end. I'm just so thankful that you were that strong. I'm so thankful you made it. Your generosity is apparent in everything about you. That is so heart warming and touching. - Anonymous

Deeds of Trust is the most important piece of litterature of the modern age. Thank You Alesandra. - John P.

Reading Alesandra's book, Deeds of Trust makes me more determined than ever. I want to share it with others, whoever will listen, and are clueless about the effects of meds on a person's life. -I.J.

Alesandra - I have just about 10 pages left of your book, Deeds of Trust. God definitely chose the right person to go through all this. I must say that I don’t think I would have been brave enough! You are such an inspiration to me, as well as my sister, who first contacted your site to help her deal with withdrawing from Paxil. God bless you, Alesandra. Love-Diane

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